Seperti menguyah batangan coklat, terasa manis, kau menikmatinya. Namun kau akan menangis karena kelebihan berat badan. Dan fluktuasi kadar gula pada darahmu, akan menyisakan penderitaan. Sejenak, aku menghela nafas. Berhenti menarik asap dari gulungan yang membara. Menyeruput secangkir kopi hitam pahit dengan penuh nafsu. Birahi terpendam, amarah membisu. Menatap langit - langit, Tidak… Continue reading Berhenti
perhaps, i should have just killed myself. it's never too late to depart this life, though. not today. not today.
I'd rather be 6 feet underground, For realising that I've let you down. I'd rather be 6 feet underground, I was the one who caused those wounds. I'd rather be 6 feet underground, Let me sink, let me drown. This world is a comedy, and I'm the clown.
I want to die, by my own hand. To meet death miserably is not my end game plan. Suicide is a way to deliver a message, that someone wasn't satisfied enough with his/her life, that someone had lived in a void which no one can fix. 7 billions people. One's death is just another story.… Continue reading It was a good day.