Seperti menguyah batangan coklat, terasa manis, kau menikmatinya. Namun kau akan menangis karena kelebihan berat badan. Dan fluktuasi kadar gula pada darahmu, akan menyisakan penderitaan. Sejenak, aku menghela nafas. Berhenti menarik asap dari gulungan yang membara. Menyeruput secangkir kopi hitam pahit dengan penuh nafsu. Birahi terpendam, amarah membisu. Menatap langit - langit, Tidak… Continue reading Berhenti
Friday night have never been so cold Bottles of brewski weren’t enough oh no We acted like teenagers but we’re old That night was solid gold - You cried after shots of cheap wine Said that life’s unfair but i told you’d be fine Your past might not be bright But honey, you’ll be alright… Continue reading Friday please come again
I'm tired. I don't want to wait any longer, I'm not gonna wait until this pandemic is over, I just want to depart. I just want to drink myself to death. I just want to get everything off my chest. I just want to belong to someone. I just want to be happy. I just… Continue reading the bubble about to burst
perhaps, i should have just killed myself. it's never too late to depart this life, though. not today. not today.