feels like ive never done anything right in life.

it’s not a feeling, it’s a fact.

people will be talking shit when i cant get shit done properly. i would love to blame the workflow but then again, they would always be right just because.

when i make mistakes in daily routines, there’s no one to blame but myself.

i really wish i could escape, but i made wrong decisions before.

i’ll probably kill myself one day,

but let me show those shit talkers what im capable of before departing.

but wait. then again,

whatever i do,

i’ll never be good enough.

you know what,

im afraid my suicide attempt will fail as well

which means i’ll be a total failure, even death refuses me.

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