feels like ive never done anything right in life.
it’s not a feeling, it’s a fact.
people will be talking shit when i cant get shit done properly. i would love to blame the workflow but then again, they would always be right just because.
when i make mistakes in daily routines, there’s no one to blame but myself.
i really wish i could escape, but i made wrong decisions before.
i’ll probably kill myself one day,
but let me show those shit talkers what im capable of before departing.
but wait. then again,
whatever i do,
i’ll never be good enough.
you know what,
im afraid my suicide attempt will fail as well
which means i’ll be a total failure, even death refuses me.